milk

something simple becomes
the answer
as we fall into lines and await our turns
just hop out of tune
and dance around
until its time to eat again
and then circle in
have a feast
of this years reap
but then how and when
waiting for what ?
the sorry lot
over and over again
some toy they bought
id rather not buy
one thing
except release
When the capitalist mind
seizes everything
for trade and profit
like . parasite
creating nothing out of thin air
and somehow surviving
off the mother cows teat.

host

energy energy
did i forget to eat today
no No i had something
i must know
then what why
hungry hungry
not cravng
is something else eating my lunch?
like a parasite in between
places id rather not mention
now if and so
does my tape worm tell me what to do?
but then its just an honest house guest
as in what does it do that i tell it to,
You there heres food eat it
but then i at least sweep the floor
when i come over
now and then
recognizing the host and parasite
now what powers do i bring?
or do i just eat food?

hotel

I am time
this isn’t about to rhyme
to kill the mind

I’ll just give her a kiss

To ward off eyes
in true bliss
we call this madness
and we’re all a bit mad here
else you wont get along
cause conformity calls
us all rascals.
now to follow along
and read the scales
i am eternity
and this exception to forsaken
heaven
its all the same in the end
its energy when
the alpha and omega
combine
and twine
intro realities thralls

This is connection, ying to the yang

An astronaut game with

San pedro’s fizz, follow us

I got the cosmic remote
which movie shall we watch
tonight
which section of dream do you want to see ?

What do I show you this time?

Remember not to fear

And stay in the boat

We’ll fly through space

And sing a silly tune

Cause idk bout you but I’m a little drunk.

It’s a drum beat she provides

And I might just show you what you need or nothing at all cause that’s what the grandfather does for me.

Now let’s have fun with it

Grandmother is always worries about money. Gandfather just wants us to have fun

 

 

 

weed jar

explain the making
creating
we call this life!
and excepting the place of the mind
get your head straight
that man stole
the jar for my head
and now i complain
as if petty me sake
the difference is
im not an addict
as a junkie would say
still eating food
much the same way.
Kill the question
we lost the notion
of time time time
now some one paid you for it
that gift gave me release
two women
that went home with another man
at least give me consolation
he at least let them give
NOw its gone and i have no head.

jealous

TO call me something
reality in waiting
naming
justice.
who’s done wrong round here ?
i’l see through the demeanor
and walk away
judge-less.
the difference between
beauty and sexuality
starting to think i’m just too sexy
jealous?

frozen at the keys
to remind her i love her
yet i’ve only just seen her on
the face
this time she took a chance to give me hope
at the moment
got me through
the pits of hell
however lost
so much power
Little boy
listen to your mother
fight or flight
im outta here
but she might want me
hold on what do i say
she likes the face does she
does that mean we call this public
but then
what will they say
o well
i know i’ll fuck it up anyway
how do i play to wind up aon and date for each?
more than just a screen.
satan calls
are you a black witch ?

writing tasks

1. stories
   A. horror: vampire cat alien origins. genetic similarities. the snarl.
   werewolf difference. pets. lords and masters. slaves. compulsion. eating of flesh. only the blood.
   B. a man from the desert. sitting here 3 am sprinklers. i have never seen such a waste of water. awoken again
2. essays
   a. people, i hate people. – credit to. orlando comic.
   b. the screen as a gift from satan
   c. know one knows anytihng
   d. killing it but i say i birthed it.

 

cold

This is a spell to learning
unreality
rewriting
the difference
of seeing the real reality
no more lies
the words arn’t followed through
wanting is not a declaration
flirting flirting
attraction calling
this flow we call my energy
the twisting calling
something wrong with the words
voiced off
this collars choking me
something chained me
breaking free now
only my own chains bind me.
now tie me up and bleed me
how else can you tell me you love me.
kinky kinky
i bled when that one kissed me
just a drop
to show me what your made of
some prefer flowers
i’ll take roses.

The lesson waiting till the experience
yet we’ll call each other
dead and progress from there
until the breath swirls
through empty veins
quietly exhaling
all thats wrong with the world
this game someones trying to play
and convinced us not
we are gods
you silly lot
is it money or mind that separates
time or depravity?
we all have to have names do we not?
now what if we got along
something of a holy prostitute
now kill your self
enlighten to the night and
rise to the day
become something more
that what you were before.
warm to the cold.
bleed to the norm
resurrect to the bunny’s secret
once you see death
theres only one way to live
and thats be alive
with the utmost capacity.

jesus – fish

ITs called a lie
when they tell you im real
as in this is not fake
she swam with the fishes
i saw it
peering out of davy joneses locker
i was dead once you see
and then we called her the word
ariel
the lion beast who claimed to be god
with all them bloody words
when the light within
is all there is
Sophia bless us
close your eyes
I’m scared your blind.

duality in reality
we have two eyes
there are two worlds
this earth
above and below
land and sea
light and dark
mother and father
coming together in creational bliss
or god just fucked some teenager in a dream
and now another
we’ll call him lucifer
mr morning star
he wanted a lover
saw her above him
the ground she walked on
and something between
that no fish had without legs
the scent was undeniable
fishy fishy
thats no fish !
in a thought.  he sold his voice
to walk up to her
and lifted her up
gave her everything he was
and serviced her that morning
on the beach
this is how,

jesus,  walked out of the water.

known

its comman place.

the race to death

dying within

falling in love with a

necropheliac
when your alive its quite hard to tell
weather theres an end to it
to her
but then i left her
and begged for her return come
christmass time
under the bodhi tree
where the new love left
me for the old drunken boyfriend
she ran away from.
at midnight on the eve.

She got his wish and my witch never
showed up.
Christmas all alone.
was one of the best i ever had.